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Demos No. 2

by Ryland S. Dinneen

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1.
isn’t it a dream perched in the window bringing in a full-time band to beat my door, and sing of war out in the well a woman is moaning telling me of all the things she’s to do when her man comes through but high above, high above I will live thoughtlessly again up in the trees an angel was perching watching on the days and nights turn to smoke and never spoke
2.
Well I stepped into an avalanche, it covered up my soul; when I am not this hunchback that you see, I sleep beneath the golden hill. You who wish to conquer pain, you must learn, learn to serve me well. You strike my side by accident as you go down for your gold. The cripple here that you clothe and feed is neither starved nor cold; he does not ask for your company, not at the centre, the centre of the world. When I am on a pedestal, you did not raise me there. Your laws do not compel me to kneel grotesque and bare. I myself am the pedestal for this ugly hump at which you stare. You who wish to conquer pain, you must learn what makes me kind; the crumbs of love that you offer me, they're the crumbs I've left behind. Your pain is no credential here, it's just the shadow, shadow of my wound. I have begun to long for you, I who have no greed; I have begun to ask for you, I who have no need. You say you've gone away from me, but I can feel you when you breathe. Do not dress in those rags for me, I know you are not poor; you don't love me quite so fiercely now when you know that you are not sure, it is your turn, beloved, it is your flesh that I wear.
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Sink Angel 05:15
taken in an iron grip I believe that I am falling and in the street lamps, 2 am I’ve caught myself in dreaming my ghost, my velveteen swamp all caked along the evening I shed the bones I’ve crawled upon to get a chance at nothing who are you to come on down and rap at my door tear the floor kitchen sink angel looking oh so swell the child denies his mother for a taste of something sweet the dog denies his owner to break for the street and you, the horse who rides me back to show me where I came from holy antidote, let me go from what I have become who are you to come on down and rap at my door scratch the floor kitchen sink angel looking oh so swell
4.
Damien 06:33
I saw you dancing in your solitude in this room, fit for kings but built for you Lord, help me to see the road ahead of this Damien, Damien I saw you taking from your saviour’s hand an act to bring about some change again is he something I could ever understand? Damien, Damien I saw you holding hands with your majesty I meant to kill the crying child in me and you’ll be rid of me and ill stay scraping up what’s left for me Damien, Damien
5.
something in the moon tonight has brought me to my knees and in my dreams, I’ve witnessed there a thunder on the seas now here she comes to swallow all the remnants of my pride and resurrect the parts of me I’ve long since left to die darling, you’re the truth i’ve never known darling, you’re the love i’ve never shown the sacrificial lamb denies the food he’s being fed the poet in his misery spins his stories out of thread there you stand, the match and wood and him the ritual pit asking me to join the fire and find my peace within it darling, you’re the truth i’ve never known darling, you’re the love i’ve never shown in the day, I long for you in the night I weep mapping fates inside my head to find the one fit for me and it’s kept under strict regulation it’s not for your sad eyes and this is how i’m coming to terms with what I’ve been denied
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Epilogue 04:26
i heard an angry voice in the gutters of nightfall mountains come crashing down all heavy on my head they’re talking’ bout little things controlling what I think so I took them to the water to sink i found an end in the progression of my limelight the river hit the cliff and shot out in the dark ill never be the same ill never be the same ill never be the same

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released July 7, 2017

Cover Photo by Rylan Pembroke

Cover Design by Xander Maclaren

Mixing and Editing by Ryland S. Dinneen

Recorded by Thomas Franklin

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Ryland S. Dinneen Toronto, Ontario

singer songwriter of the moody piano playing variety

based in Toronto, ON

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